Right then, I may as well explain things to you since you have taken the time to visit my blog. So lets go from the start.At school, I was bullied quite bad. Physically and mentally. And I still suffer with flashbacks, nightmares and certain fears now. Nearly 20 years later.
The reason I was bullied so much - I was overweight and lived outside of the small town where the school was located! Because my dad was an MoD Police sergeant, that also made me fair game in their eyes. My best friend in junior school went somewhere else for his senior years. His dad was the local police officer!He got lucky and escaped the shit.
The school was only small, which meant they needed as many pupils as possible to get funding. Each pupil was worth about 2000 per year to the budget. This meant if they kicked out the bullies, they would lose a lot of funding! Plus they were scared of a lot of angry parents, instead of 2 angry parents!So you can imagine my problems. Teachers who turned a blind eye to my hell. A teacher who called me a pathetic lazy fat useless bastard in front of the class! And a head teacher who once punched me in the chest for what someone else did but I got blamed by the bullies!
So at 16, I did my final exam and walked down the school drive knowing that in a few short minutes, I would be free of it all.
*BANG*
I was on the floor with a huge pain in my head and back.
Someone had ran down behind me and did a flying kick with both feet. I still dont know who it was to this day. But whoever it was, they jumped on the back of my legs and stamped on my head as they ran off. I was told by the laughing crowd to keep my head down while the attacker fled. I was not going to risk anything else happening so stayed put.
I limped onto the bus and started to feel safer as the driver had stayed on this day instead of talking to the other drivers.
*BANG*
Something was smacked over my head. I was told I was only getting off when an ambulance came for me. They decided to attack me bad enough to try and put me in hospital.
Now I dont know what happened, but next thing I knew, the alarm for an emergency door being opened went off and they ran.
The driver, who watched what was happening, ignored me and just shut the door at the back and sat down again.
Thats when I realised the only other heads I saw on the bus was those who attacked me. They had fled and I realised I was the only passenger. The rest of the school had not been released yet! A long, long 5 minutes later and the bus started filling up and we were on our way home soon after.
I got off that bus, walked the 50 metres to my house and never felt so relieved.
Noone was home except my dogs, which suited me down to the ground.
I sat on the couch with a dog either side of me and just collapsed into myself.
Yeah they got to me, but I didnt have to see them ever again. I lived on a military base and they couldnt get in.
It was over...
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